Category: emo

  • 8:14 (99)

    I’m back to thinking about my old fictional characters, the ones I met back twenty years ago and never seemed to get over, and I feel like I have to finish their stories before I turn forty. It’s an odd thing, living through my own life and seeing their own lives play out in my…

  • 8:14 (98)

    I forgot my headphones today–or, rather, the headphones I have been using are so low on battery that I didn’t bother bringing them in to work, and I’m not sure where my good ones, like my Sith hoodie and my contact lenses before them, have gone. I am sick of the overarching feeling of being…

  • 8:14 (97)

    There’s a spot on the 8th floor of the hospital in which I work that isn’t intended for people to use for a place for sitting, relaxation, and quiet contemplation, but at least once per evening, I sit up here and stare out the window, marveling at the thing my life has become and why…

  • 8:14 (96)

    I used to feel something on the 4th of July, some kind of resonance other than the fact that my maternal grandfather and two of my friends have birthdays today.  When I was younger, I actually felt something about being “an American,” something that not even carrying the genetic memory of centuries of oppression nor…

  • 8:14 (95)

    I’m sitting in silence for no reason other than I have neglected to put anything on to listen, and thus, the only thing in my head is Meshell Ndgeocello’s cover of Ralph Tresvant’s “Sensitivity.” I went back through previous 8:14s to get worked up for this, because the format is actually really fun and neat…

  • no; I’m in control.

    I want so desperately to be understanding and logical when it comes to things.

  • 8:14 (92)

    So another family’s moving into the house in which my mother and (for now) I live. My mom’s best friend has a better relationship with her than anyone else does, which wouldn’t bother me so much if I didn’t think it often conflicted with Mum’s relationship to the people related to her by blood–namely (but…

  • 8:14 (91)

    Some odd months ago (September, gods–it was back in September, and I’m closer to the anniversary of it than I am to the actual moment), I sat down on a bench on the edge of the Boston Common next to a beautiful girl with enormous glasses and a troubled look on her face.  She had…

  • 8:14 (90)

    I think the main reason why I love the film Home For the Holidays so much is because it doesn’t really have much of a resolution. SPOILER ALERT I’ve been watching portions of it lately and I realize that, when you really think about it, not much really happens other than a group of people gather…

  • 8:14 (89)

    Things are starting to escape me that otherwise shouldn’t unless I give myself some kind of stimulus.  It’d worry me if I weren’t expecting it. The reflex would be to say it’s because I’m getting older, that the decline I try to delay in my body is now starting to reach my brain, but I think…